Secrets She Wrote EP

by A Beautiful Oblivion

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released May 20, 2011

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Track Name: Silence Screams So Loud
It’s all she hears
As the feeling slowly slips away
She holds a glass of water
With a burning hand

Break the glass!!! X4

On the other hand
Hides the shadowed path from where she stands

It’s all that she can say
As the feeling slowly slips away

Chorus:
Turn her inside out and you’ll find
The pale face, of a mime
And she says that she is okay
But she’s getting paler everyday, everyday!

Just another day
Hiding from the fear she holds inside
Looking in deceitful mirrors
Her face unrecognized

Break the glass! X4

Painting her arms red
As she slowly dances with the dead

It’s all that she can say
As the feeling slowly slips away

Chorus:
Turn her inside out and you’ll find
The pale face, of a mime
And she says that she is okay
But she’s getting paler everyday, everyday X2

I look at a face with no mouth
He smiles at me with a frown

When her pillow’s the only one who hears her screams at night
And her mattress begins to swallow her whole
She sinks into a dark chasm
This waking nightmare penetrates her soul

Poison stains on her face of white

Remembering all the time she’s lost
Her memories oh so clear
She thinks of her life past
And all its bitter tears

Chorus:
Turn her inside out and you’ll find
The pale face, of a mime
And she says that she is okay
But she’s getting paler everyday, everyday

This face you’ve worn for far too long
Now finally it is fading
This façade prison
Slowly stripped away
Track Name: Emotion Of Regret
A steady heartbeat that she had
While driving with four friends in the back
140 and the lights went out
then her thoughts began to shout,

"Is this my last chance to say goodbye?
Will it all end here, like this tonight?"

WHY?

Watching your friends walk towards the light
Waking from another sleepless night

She wears a crimson secret on her shattered heart
How will she live, after tearing their lives apart?

All inhibitions down the drain
Lamentations fall like rain
With no serenity by her side
As the bottles and keys collide

She wears a crimson secret on her shattered heart
How will she live, after tearing their lives apart?
She wears a crimson secret on her shattered heart
How will she live, after tearing their lives apart?

She wears a crimson secret on her shattered heart
How will she live, after tearing their lives apart?

Bearing this guilt
Lost in this shame
I am the culprit
I am the one to blame
Track Name: Alone
Sitting in a parking lot watching as the mist of a shadow fade
As the night overcomes the day
It all begins to slip away
So time is ticking and the clock's in my hand
I’m chasing fairy tales, I’ll catch one if I can
The truth is I can’t
Now what’s the plan?

Chorus:
Okay, all right
I’m not going to fight for you to stay

I woke up this morning and had a revelation
All afflictions drawn
This dismal scene calls for an antic disposition
which continues to prolong

If we took one step back
To change this,
To start all over
Would it change your mind
Along with your intentions?
I feel lost in this moment

All have gone
All won’t come home
On my own

Kneeling at the marble alter I bow my head to pray
Can you hear these words I say?
Please catch me before I fall away
Now I’ve been this way for a while
And it hurts

Can you hear me?
Are you listening?

Chorus:
Okay, all right
I’m not going to fight for you to stay

And life itself seems so hard to follow
But I must press on
When they’re all gone

I MUST PRESS ON!
Track Name: A Story I Wrote
20 pills should do the trick
Of keeping myself from getting sick and tired
Of all the pain, who’s to blame?

It's something I want to sleep on
and not wake up
Go into a different life forever

In between the pages, of a story that I wrote
Lies within the middle, a suicide note
Your love has never mattered, and I’m falling on my face
Get rid of all the traces, as my body leaves this place

She goes to sleep hoping it’s a dream
But wakes up and it’s the same thing
That she goes through everyday
Wiping her tears away!

In between the pages, of a story that I wrote
Lies within the middle, a suicide note
Your love has never mattered, and I’m falling on my face
Get rid of all the traces, as my body leaves this place

Do you hear me?
I love you
Don’t give up my child
You're worth so much more to me
Track Name: Dear Diary
Dear Diary,

I feel so alone
Why am I here
What's my purpose
Sometimes these thoughts
Seem louder than my screams

I’ve tried to drown the sorrows
To suffocate my fears
But all my actions taken
Flow freely now as tears

I’m alone I cry
I’m alone
Will anyone save me
Does anyone care

Do you hear me
Are you listening
This I write, my story
This legacy of me

Somehow though, I feel there’s something more
If Love is really there, please speak to me
Track Name: For Those Downtrodden
Where do you think you're going now?
Oh so fast!
Read my lips boy,
You ain’t got a chance!

Standing here knuckles braced I’ll knock you down
Bury your head in the sand I’ll beat the life out of you
Life out of you

Something that stirs inside you still
Like the knife that turns in your gut, you feel
That this is the end it’s too late to turn back
But I tell you the truth there’s still time to confess

Now I can see through your eyes of black
Into your soul and now mine attack
This is the end how can I go on?
In this endless night there’s no hope of dawn

Oh downtrodden why do you cry?
All’s been forgiven

Chorus:
You are forgiven (echo)
You are forgiven (echo)
Stand up, stand up, look into my eyes
Hear my voice, why do you cry
Place your heart, in my hand
I will save you, I will love you

You will fall
You can’t stand
Take your life
Take my hand

Get out!
You're done!
I’m free!
You're mine!

You will pay for all you’ve done
Don’t you dare think you’ll get away
Don’t you dare think you're free
The night is coming and it’s coming for you
Mark my words boy
You ain’t got a chance!

Chorus:
You are forgiven (echo)
You are forgiven (echo)
Stand up stand up, look into my eyes
Hear my voice, why do you cry
Place your heart, in my hand
I will save you, I will love you
Track Name: His Covenant
My daughter, my Child
I’ve heard your cry
You are never alone
I’m by your side
I love You, I have a plan
A plan to prosper you, not to bring harm
Wait on Me, You will see
My best is yet to come

I AM THE LIGHT, the Truth, the Way
I Am what you have been longing for
All of these days

My Love for you is beyond compare
Child, I sent my Son die in your stead
Because of this, you are set free
You have no need to hide from Me

Pursue Me, as I have pursued you
This is the covenant I leave with you